Feb 19,2012 was my 3rd half marathon and 2nd time for the Livestrong Austin (half) marathon. I started my training program and stuck to it pretty well for the first 6 weeks then became increasingly lazy. I enjoy racing much more than the training leading up to it. Today proves my lack of training I have some pain in my foot and a little in my knee. The hills on this course really take a toll on my knees, but with the proper training I’m sure I would have been ok. My time was a PR for this course, but not a half PR for me. I left the race disappointed in myself and only had myself to blame. Half way through the run I began questioning myself whether or not to even continue running at all. I am too competitive with myself that I set my goals too high and get highly discouraged when I don’t meet my goals. I don’t like feeling this way and being jealous of other people’s times. They deserve it because they earned it and training harder and more consistant than I did. I will attempt to do another half in November in San Antonio and see how the training and the race itself goes.
As far as the race itself, I felt pretty good till about mile 6. After that I pretty much mentally gave up and just wanted to see the finish line. When i got to about mile 11 I knew the worst hill was just ahead of me and I was dreading it. By this point my knee (ITB issues) was killing me and I was walking. My knee totally gave out on me and had a sharp pain I’ve never felt before I thought I was gonna fall out! I got scared and worried, especially knowing I was so close to the finish…yet so far away! I reached the end and honestly don’t remember anything that happened, even forgot to stop my watch. I just wanted to find my husband (that beat me to the finish and it was his first half…great job babe) and eat some chips and pee!